I'm jealous for sure. As a fat girl, I can only dream of what it must be like to be thin. I learned from a skinny friend in high school that the other side of the coin, being skinny, is hard too. We'd go to a store and head to opposite ends of a rack. Hers never small enough, mine not big enough. It's rough. I'm glad you have learned to love yourself how you are. We need more of that.